I Was A Boy

No,this is not my brother.HAHA!Hello to the kiddo me!:D When I was a kid,I'd really play with my boy cousins and I felt like I was one of them!I played computer games(wrestling,Counter Strike,etc.),pellet guns(OUCH!),LIVE wrestling(HAHA!Another OUCH!),and many more.I know,you can't imagine me now doing those things.HAHA!But hey!It's fun!I really enjoyed it!It was our bonding time!:) Another thing,I felt like I was my dad's son!Well,I wanted to(not literally ha!)!HAHA!Because I'd rather watch action/sci-fi/criminal movies and shows with him, instead of watching chhheeesssyy love stories with my sisters.HAHA!:))

But the time came wherein I found out that I'm not a boy,I really thought I was.HAHAHA!Kidding!=)))Okay,seriously..I'd still play games with them except the live wrestling and pellet guns!HAHAHA!I still love watching those shows with my dad.I can't remember what I was thinking during those years,why I'd play with my cousins and stuff.Maybe because I wanted to fit in,because we are in the same generation in our family.As if they'd play Barbie with me!HAHAHA!=))) But the thing is,I was one of the boys,just wanted to have fun and enjoy life and I wasn't aware that there's something more beyond my life that time.I wasn't aware that I AM GOD'S PRINCESS WITH A GREAT DESTINY.The time came wherein I FOUND MY PURPOSE IN LIFE!I FOUND MY PURPOSE IN JESUS CHRIST.

I was a boy,now,I'm a woman of God.Hehe!:))

Now,here I am,a woman of God who has found her purpose in life. A purpose that is worth living for. In this world,I am nothing,I am a nobody.But in His world and kingdom,I am an heir,I am special and loved by the KING.Every heartbeat is His purpose for me.God pursued me through the years,and here I am now,living the life where He has called me,and this is what I want to do my whole life.I pray that I will always have the heart to hear and obey His call,always and forever.

Just like Rebekah in the Bible I'd always want to say "I will go."-(Genesis 24:58) when God calls me to.I want to always be READY,WILLING AND ABLE to do His purpose in my life!:)

It WAS All About Me,Me and Me

My best friend(since grade 4) and I surprised each other in our Senior's Ball. I know that we weren't really on good terms that time.I know that at that time,we were just trying to hide our mistakes and trying too hard to patch things up.:) Found these photos in my Multiply account.Haha!

That's part of her surprise,btw. :)

Do you know the series Gossip Girl?Do you know the characters in that show?I hope you do.Because this post will be somehow related to that show.

When I was in 4th year high school,Gossip Girl started and my best friend became the Serena Van der woodsen of my life,so obviously I became the Blair Waldorf of her life.Our life during that year "revolved" in that show!HAHA!Well,I won't elaborate everything that happened.But the thing is,it's been 4 years since it happened and looking back?GOD is really the best Author of life.

I have one revelation to tell...When I was a kid until high school,I was really a self-centered spoiled brat human being.See what I mean?Just look at the photos again and read them.Haha!And if you know her,just ask her!:)) All I ever did was to get what I wanted and it was all about me,me and me.The earth should revolve around me.All I ever wanted was to have the "CROWN".I was so mean to other people,I would even tease my best friend until she cries.I would insult other people until they give up and just get mad. I would judge other people a lot and my mind could really go to the other world--the world wherein I enjoy making fun of other people.If there's such.Haha!But again, GOD is really the best Author of life.Thank God that He's the One holding the pen and paper!:) Thank God that He is the God of grace!GOD REALLY CHANGED ME.HE CHANGED ME A LOT AND HE IS STILL CHANGING ME AND I AM REALLY GRATEFUL FOR THAT.HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD EVER CHANGE A HEART OF STONE INTO A HEART OF FLESH.HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO COULD HUMBLE THE PROUD.Oh,God!Thank You for saving me!:)

"I will give you a new heart, and I will put a new spirit in you. I will take out your stony, stubborn heart and give you a tender, responsive heart."-(Ezekiel 36:26 NLT)

"Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect."-(Romans 12:2 NLT)

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!"-(2 Corinthians 5:17 NIV)

"Whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable -- if anything is excellent or praiseworthy -- think about such things."-(Philippians 4:8 NIV)

"Whoever keeps his mouth and his tongue keeps himself out of trouble."-(Proverbs 21:23 ESV)

"Set a guard, O Lord, over my mouth; keep watch over the door of my lips!"-(Psalm 141:3 ESV)

Ayyy!!Let me share about my best friend soon,since it's her birthday 2 months from now. :> 

Thank you for reading!:) Have a nice day!God Bless!:D